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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 16:35:45 GMT -5
She half expected Emma to do this. But given the recent history between Emma and Harmony, she thought it wise that she should step in. She climbed the stiars, sighing softly as she reached the door.
No turning back..
Softly, she knocked, standing there.. waiting. The whole while, trying to find the words to tell Harmony that her husband, the father of her kids.. was gone.. Dead.. How was she going to do this?
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Post by Logan on Nov 16, 2009 19:08:14 GMT -5
All you could hear inside the house was laughter.
Which was odd, considering lately all mommy did was cry. Logan knew it was about daddy, but didn't understand why daddy wasn't here. Why he spent his weekends with him and Awn Em-Em, and Unca Keenie's house.
Not that he was complaining. He loved it there, playing with Ollie and visiting with Mo. But, he liked being with Mommy, and didn't understand why mommy didn't want Daddy around. And why.. Daddy didn't just come home like he use to do...
Logan's little feet could be heard tapping as he went screaming down the hallway as Harmony came chasing after him. "No mommy, no!" He screamed as he laughed, his socks made this all the more difficult. He suddenly went sliding over the wooden floor, tumbling slightly until he reached the front door.
Laughter stopped, and for a moment, he thought he was going to cry. But Daddy''s words of "big boys don't cry" echoed inside, and it made it all right. He was fine, he wasn't hurt. Didn't have a scratch on him. He looked back, still planted on the floor to his mom, and cracked a grin. "Summin eet door." He climbed to his feet, and stood on his tip-toes to grab the knob.
With a slight twist, it came right open.
His eyes widened at the sight of Colette. "Awn Co-Lee!" |
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Post by Harmony on Nov 16, 2009 21:05:46 GMT -5
This was the first time she had laughed in a while. Logan was running away and things couldn't be more relaxed. That didn't mean she hadn't been aching. Harmony was feeling a pain in her heart like no other, but she pushed through for her kids. She didn't let them see her cry at night when she curled up in one of Dean's shirts. She missed him, but she was not ready to forgive him. Not yet. Harmony chaased after Logan smiling and letting out a small giggle. she stopped at Regan's playpen and picked her up. She balanced her on her hip as she called after Logan. "Logan sweetie we aren't going to the park until you put your velcro shoes on." She said placing Regan's pink beanie on her head. Harmony heard Logan call out that someone was at the door. Her heart skipped a beat. "Awn Co-Lee". She took a breath. With a smile plastered to her face she walked up to the door. Regan smiled and giggled softly. Harmony smiled. Her smile dropped a little once she saw the red rims around Colette's eyes. "Hey Colette. Is there soemthing I can do for you?" Harmony reached the door finally and gestured Colette in. "Logan go clean your toys off the couch so me and Aunt Colette can sit on the couch and talk." Harmony shooed him off so he could do what he was told. She felt her emotions flip. Why was Colette crying? Something wrong with Laura? Charles? She couldn't imagine anything horrible happening to such a strong woman....Why was she distressed? |
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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 21:12:57 GMT -5
"Awn Co-Lee!"
Colette quickly put on a big smile as she bent down, taking Logan into a big hug. "Ohh boy! You are gettin' bigger and bigger every time I see you!" She smiled, laughing softly as she planted a kiss to his cheek. She then heard Harmony calling out for him, and a second later, she saw the woman come into view.
"Hey Colette. Is there something I can do for you?"
"Um.." She paused, not really wanting to tell her right away. "Logan go clean your toys off the couch so me and Aunt Colette can sit on the couch and talk." And with that, Logan was off, and Harmony was ushering her inside. "Thanks." She smiled, closing the door behind her.
"Not really.. something you can do for me.." She sighed softly. "Can we.. talk in private?"
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Post by Harmony on Nov 16, 2009 21:22:37 GMT -5
Harmony was about to sit Regan still in her arms when Colette spoke about speaking in private. Harmony smiled. "Yes of course." Harmony stood up straight taking Logan's arm softly. "Logan baby want to watch lil' Ray on my bed while you watch Spongebob...So mommy and Aunt Colette can talk in private?"
Logan smiled softly and nodded. Harmony walked them both to her bed. She turned on the t.v. and turned it to spongebob. "Alright once I get done talking we will go to the park. Logan looked up and grinned then he was lost in the wonderful world of the talking sponge.
Harmony walked back down the hall. "Sorry for the wait Colette." She made it to the couch a serious but soft look on her face. "What's the problem...You seem shaken?" Harmony asked almost wanting to swallow the worrds.
She was almost afraid of what she was going to tell her. Why was Colette on edge? She could feel the tension. It was almost thick and smooth enough that she could slice it with a knife. Harmony took a conspicious glance around the room slightly taking a deep breath.
She sat crossing her legs slightly. She was a tad bit nervous. She wasn't good at advice and she was scared that if Colette, the strongest woman she knew, was upset... Than how was Harmony going to help her?
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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 21:27:58 GMT -5
"Yes of course."
Harmony was off, talking to Logan as she walked down the hall with the kids. Colette smiled softly, her eyes trailing to the pictures of Dean and Harmony on the walls. Many of them taken at their wedding, a few here and there that just made her heart twist and turn.
How was she going to find the words for this? Help me out here, Omni... She sighed heavily. "Sorry for the wait Colette." Colette shook her head. "It's fine, really." She replied softly. "What's the problem...You seem shaken?" Shaken, heart-broken.. tired of crying, but couldn't stop. Just the thought of crying made her want to cry again.
"Um." She took in a deep breath, licking her lips. "S-something happened.." She paused, looking at Harmony. "To.. Dean."
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Post by Harmony on Nov 16, 2009 21:35:08 GMT -5
Harmony could take this so many ways. "To Dean?" She questioned almost snapping. "I'm not sure if I should really be concerned..." She rolled her eyes. Her glance landed on a picture from their wedding she looked away closing her eyes.
"Did he really send you to claim he is hurt so I will come running back to him..." She paused. "Well I'm not playinf nurse for him anymore..." She growled out. "No offense to you Colette but what he did was far to upsetting to forgive this quickly."
Harmony choked on her words. She was so ready to forgive him. She so wanted to give in and be held in his arms. She wanted to kiss those lips she had been deprvied of for so long. Maybe Colette would be the oone to help her to see that... Maybe she would have Dean to herself once again.
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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 21:42:28 GMT -5
"To Dean? I'm not sure if I should really be concerned... Did he really send you to claim he is hurt so I will come running back to him...
Colette opened her mouth to say something, but Harmony continued on. "No offense to you Colette but what he did was far to upsetting to forgive this quickly." Colette sighed softly, shaking her head slowly. "I'm sorry Harmony, but no.." She shook her head again, a saddened look on her face.
She put up her index finger, telling her to hold on a moment as she turned around and looked in her purse. She pulled out the necklace, a amulet, he always wore, and slowly passed it to Harmony. Tears welled in her eyes, but she forced them not to fall. "I'm so sorry.." She sniffled, shaking her head. "Harmony.."
She took a deep breath. "Dean is.. dead."
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Post by Harmony on Nov 16, 2009 21:49:57 GMT -5
The words rang in her head. Dead....dead...dead? Harmony's heart stopped. She saw the necklace fall into her hands but instantly she couldn't fell anymore. The necklace fell to the ground as Harmony looked up gaping at Colette.
"Dead..." Harmony croaked out. Her eyes fell to her hands that began to shake with shock. A wave of shock plowed into her. "No..." Harmony stood up looking away from Colette. "No it can't be true..." She turned back to Colette.
The tears formed in Colette's eyes proved it was all true. Instantly tears flowed from her eyes. She fell to her knees. "No Colette..." She begged sobbing. "Colette tell me that it's not true." Harmony held the necklace in her hands.
"Please!" She yelled out sobbing. Her vision blurred as the contant tears flowed from her eyes. "Noo-oh-ohuh." She said sobbing. All her breaths were cut short. There was no way around this. The love of her life was gone. "How?" She said trying to straighten up so Colette would understand her.
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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 21:56:13 GMT -5
Dead..." Harmony croaked out. Her eyes fell to her hands that began to shake with shock. A wave of shock plowed into her. "No..." Harmony stood up looking away from Colette. "No it can't be true..."
Tears blurred her vision as she watched Colette. Silently, she shook her head. "I'm so.. so sorry.." She cried out. "No Colette..." She begged sobbing. "Colette tell me that it's not true." Colette placed a hand over her mouth, not knowing what else to say.
"Please!" She yelled out sobbing. Her vision blurred as the contant tears flowed from her eyes. "Noo-oh-ohuh." She said sobbing. All her breaths were cut short. There was no way around this. The love of her life was gone. "How?"
If her heart wasn't already broken, it sure was now. Seeing Harmony like this.. knowing the kids.. More tears filled in her eyes as she gripped Harmony tightly into a hug. She wasn't really sure if she should tell her how it all happened...
"He.. uh.." She wiped at her tears, taking Harmony's hand into hers. "He.. made a deal with a demon.." She sniffed. "To, uh.. save Emma.. from death.."
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Post by Logan on Nov 16, 2009 21:59:34 GMT -5
He was having lots of fun, giggling and talking to Ray about who spongie-bob was. But it was all cut short by Harmony's scream. "Please!" It frightened him, he quickly sat up, and looked to Ray, and then back to the hallway.
Mommy was crying?
Slowly, he slid off the bed. "Ray-ray, joo say." He told her, walking out into the hallway. "Noo-oh-ohuh." He quickly picked up his pace, and rounded the corner to the living room. Both mommy and awn Co-Lee were crying...?
"Mommy..?" He called out softly
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Post by Harmony on Nov 16, 2009 22:11:29 GMT -5
Harmony gripped tight to Colette as she sobbed into her shoulder. She only pulled bakc a bit to attempt to look Colette in the eyes as she told her the cause of death. Harmony couldn't see straight. She shot up standing in front of Colette.
Her anger rose above the sadness. "She. did. this." Harmony grabbed a picture of her and Dean from a day in the park. She pointed to Dean. "She was the reason this wonderful man died." She shooked her head still crying. "Sure, he sacrifices himself to a demon for her..." She choked on tears.
She threw the picture against a wall nearby. Then she heard her son. Harmony's eyes grew wide. "Oh Logan..." She sobbed out once again she hit the ground on her knees. "Colette why? Why did he have to love her more than me?" She asked sobbing.
She held the necklace up. "This should go to her out of all people..." She choked on the words and she knew if Colette reached for it that her hands wouldn't exactly be willing to give it up. "The only reason I have to live now is for my children..."
Harmony felt the sobs pulling at her chest nothing...and no one could take the place of Dean Winchester...
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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 22:18:55 GMT -5
"She. did. this." Harmony grabbed a picture of her and Dean from a day in the park. She pointed to Dean. "She was the reason this wonderful man died." She shook her head still crying. "Sure, he sacrifices himself to a demon for her..."
Colette's head flew to Logan, who was standing at the archway. "Harmony..." She said softly, looking back at her, and then to Logan, who seemed unable to move as he watched it all. "Oh Logan..." She sobbed out once again she hit the ground on her knees. "Colette why? Why did he have to love her more than me?"
Her heart broke into a million pieces. "Oh.. honey.. He loved you more than words could express.." She offered softly, laying a hand to Harmony's shoulder. She didn't know who to console more, Harmony, or Logan.. Who seemed to still be standing there, silent.
"This should go to her out of all people..." Colette shook her head feverishly. "No.. He wanted you to have it.." She paused, swallowing roughly. "It was.. in his will."
"The only reason I have to live now is for my children..." Colette's eyes went to Logan, seeing his little face scrunch up as he looked at them both. "Logan.."
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Post by Logan on Nov 16, 2009 22:22:54 GMT -5
Mommy was mad.. and she was crying... Why was she mad? Why was she crying?
"Oh Logan..."
Logan watched silently as his mom cried harder. All the while, trying to figure it all out. "This should go to her out of all people..." He looked, seeing Daddy's necklace in mommy's hands. Daddy... where was he? Why were they crying? What was wrong?
"Logan.."
His face was hot, and tears sprung in his eyes. "NO!" He screamed, thinking Colette was going to come after him. "NO! No cy. No mad.. NO MOMMY!" He stopped, taking in a ffew deep breathes as he looked to mommy. "W'ere daddy..?"
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Post by Harmony on Nov 16, 2009 22:35:34 GMT -5
Harmony sobbed. She held the necklace to her heart as she cried. It took every nerve in her body not to march up to Emma's house and slap the shit outta her, but she stayed calm as she sobbed. There would be no other escape than tears.
Then she heard her son scream. She looked up eyes wide with tears. "Oh Logan baby I'll be okay..." She said lying through her teeth. She choked on her breath. She coughed trying to steady her breaths. "W'ere daddy?" He asked softly.
Her heart fluttered and tears flowed out once more. "He's-..." She was cut off by a choke of tears. She turned to Colette, and shook her head. "I-i can't do it." She put her face in her hands and sobbed.
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Post by Logan on Nov 16, 2009 22:41:23 GMT -5
"He's-..."
Logan's face scrunched up.. Mommy couldn't stop crying..
"I-i can't do it."
His blurry vision turned to Colette, as she climbed from the couch and walked over to him. He shook his head. "I wan daddy.." He cried out softly.
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Post by Colette on Nov 16, 2009 22:47:53 GMT -5
"NO!" He screamed, thinking Colette was going to come after him. "NO! No cy. No mad.. NO MOMMY!" He stopped, taking in a few deep breathes as he looked to mommy. "W'ere daddy..?"
Logan's screams hit her hard. She wondered how Harmony was going to tell him. Knowing that either way, it was going to be difficult. "W'ere daddy?" and again, tears sprung to her eyes and she had to look away at his sad little face.
"He's-..." She waited for the end to drop out. "I-i can't do it."
Colette's head lowered, but she pushed herself from the couch, walking over and crouching before Logan. "I wan daddy.." She licked her lips, taking his head in her hands as she nodded. "I know.. I know you do, sweetheart." She brought him into a hug for a moment.
"Logan.." She sniffed, holding him at arm's length. "Daddy's.." How was she going to say this? How could she tell a five year old, that his father wasn't here anymore? That he would no longer see him..? "He's.." She sighed, closing her eyes, and squeezing out a tear. "Honey, Daddy's in heaven. Do you know what that means, Logan?" She asked softly.
Logan just starred at her, with tear filled eyes.
"Daddy's dead. He's not here... anymore."
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